2009 Resolutions!!

1) Never let anyone control my life

2) Will never let anything affect me

3) Reduce the crying session..pliz

4) Want to know someone that will accept me for who i am

5) Will ignore any remarks about my weight, my looks, anything that is physical about me

6) Will try to ignore his lack of attention for me but focus on things he would do for me and what
he had done for me

7) Try to be a good sister for my sis and lil bro

8) Will try to be more understanding

9) Will try to not waste money

10) Will try to be less LOUD

Goodbye 2008!!

I have to say that 2008 is filled with both good and bad memories..but i think mostly are good memories..this year i've met new friends and also had lost some..i've realised that everyone talks about everyone..this year i've cried a lot..haha..will try to reduce the crying..i've also learned that i should not judge a book by it's cover..never trust anyone 100% coz they will eventually stab you from behind..and it hurts a lot i can tell..i have learned a lot this whole one year so i'm ready to say...

GOODBYE 2008!!!!

Birthday wish to.....

Nurashikin Md Ali

Happy Birthday to u..

Our friendship started since form 1..

You were my rival in Accounts when we were form 4 and 5..

we used to challenge each other..

Good times..

Now..

you are 20..

Hope that you will be happy with your love ones..

Be happy always and good luck in everything you do..

Don't forget me coz i wont forget you..

Friends forever..

Happy 20th birthday again..

Love is.....

I'm sorry....

I've known you n him since form 1...we've been friends since then...i never lost contact with you but havent heard any news from him since form 3 till early this year..you and i seem to have something going on but you always playing hard to get..i think the girls should play hard to get but it's the opposite with us...u left me hanging sometimes...you will call me if you need a friend or a companion...but when you have other girls in your life, i will be nothing to you..now, i have him in my life...i've told you that i'm not waiting for you anymore...finally you realised that you need me in your life..but i'm sorry...you are a little too late..i wont leave him for you..

Cuti-cuti malaysia...

From the 21st until 24th of december, me and my family went on our family vacation...our destination was LANGKAWI...

First day of the trip-21st dec 2008..

bertolak dari rumah around 10a.m...had breakfast then cruise to subang jaya for lunch..ayah chu buat makan2..then around 1.30 p.m. cruise the highway to our first stop Kellie's castle in perak..the place was kinda creepy coz there are stories that the owner of the castle soul is still floating around the corridors of the castle..

Arrived in Alor setar around 9p.m...stayed there for one night..

Second day of the trip-22nd dec 2008..

Bertolak from the hotel in alor setar at around 9a.m then had breakfast at pekan rabu..Arrived at Kuala perlis jetty at 11a.m...took the 11.30 ferry to langkawi..arrived at langkawi at 1.30p.m....panas wo kt langkawi..huhu..ayah sewa kereta..stayed at langkasuka beach resort..petang tu main basikal with my sis..best gile..dah lame tak naik basikal..

Third day of the trip-23rd dec 2008


Went all over langkawi...makam mahsuri...kuah..underwate world..pantai cenang...shopping for chocolate..best sgt2..hehe..

Last day of trip-24th dec 08

Packed our bags and left the resort at 10.30a.m...went to dataran lang..ayah pulangkan kereta while me n my sis shopping chocs lg..hehe..

On the way back to melaka...pegi jalan2 kat kangar and arau..the total of states that we covered ialah 7 negeri..melaka..n9..selangor..perak..penang..kedah..perlis..hehe..best2..next cuti sekolah boleh pergi east coast plak..finally arrived at malacca at 11p.m. sharp..penat 1 badan..

Home sweet home...

I'm back!!

Pleasure....

Yesterday went to kl with my mom and my sis...my mom had a reunion with her tkc friends..Went to Tony Romas for coffee..i ordered a very delicious dessert...yummy..

TR’s Chocolate Avalanche
Molten chocolate cake overflowing with vanilla ice cream, hot fudge and Heath Bar® crumbles.

Me..enjoying the dessert..yum2..

Crap...

Yesterday, spent most ofmy time in front of this laptop trying to find new layout for my blog...huhu...adeq aku ckp layout yg dlu tk menggmbrkn aku yg sbnrnye..die ckp girly sgt..aku tk fhm btol..huhu..aku pn dgn bestnye g la cr layout yg bru..ssh gak nk cr layout yg btol2 aku ske...then..aku terjumpe 1 skin nie mmg cantik ah..bley buat blog aku nampak macam diary tp aku kecewa kerana ade error yg aku sendiri tak faham..hehe..cr pnye cr..last2 aku jumpe layout nie..cantek gak pd aku la..tk tau ah pd orang lain macam ane..aku tunjuk kt adeq aku blog aku nie..n die cakap 'cantik..tp macam same je mcm dlu tak menggambarkan kau'..pehh..malas aku nak layan adeq aku nie..penat!!

Birthday wish to.....

Izni Hazimi..

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY....

May all ur dreams come true..

miss you!!

Hang on or let go?

If i hang on to you, i'll suffer...

If i let go of you, i'll feel alone..

What should i do?

Adoi..pening seyh..

tolong ah phm...

Huhh...

6 Nov 2008

Argh..dapat tau yg my pc rosak..i dont know why..huhu..

7 Nov 2008

Went to my granma's house in jb for hari raye haji..

8 Nov 2008

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha!!

9 - 11 Nov 2008

Bosan gle!!no internet...

12 Nov 2008

Went to Dataran Pahlawan to watch the movie The Day the Earth Stood Still..great movie..really worth a while..then my sis said that she wanted to watch Antoo Fighter..so we went to watch that movie..it was funny from start till the end..hehe..

13 Nov 2008

Went to PD for my dad's cousin's daughter's wedding..kinda confusing..hehe..

14 Nov 2008

Today......went to Mahkota Parade...My dad bought me my dream laptop..Sony VAIO laptop..hahahaha...best2...aku pilih warna pink..hahaha..i love my laptop!!!

Updates!!Updates!!

29 November 2008

Went to watched twilight at Melaka Mall with my sis..The movie was good..edward cullen the best looking guy for this year..haha..love him!!Ok i'm star struct..

30 November 2008

Stayed at home..watched cheetah girls:one world and halloween..Halloween was scary and i actually had dreams after watching it..huhu..i dreamt that the killer came to my house and kill my family just like he kills the girl's family in the story..huhu

1 December 2008

First day of December..i realised that i have only 1 month left before i'm going back to ipba..okay..started study a lil bit on lexical relationship..haha..BORING..but what to do..need to be prepare for the finals on May..i think when the semester starts i wont have much time to study coz i will be busy on the last semester of my foundation year..

2 December 2008

Nothing much..just the usual..woke up..shower..wash dishes..laundry..tv..internet..tv..eat..eat..sleep..

3 December 2008

Surf the internet for hotels in Alor Setar Kedah..It's for my family vacation end of this year..

4 December 2008

Today i played theme park on my brother's ps..haha..it's fun..get to build my own theme park altho it's lame but it's fun..i kinda enjoyed it..haha..Downloaded some videos and gossip girl season 3..addicted to gossip girls!!

Twilight!!!

I want to watch TWILIGHT!!!

(taken from filmonic.com)

I've read the book..Hoping that the movie will be as exciting as the book...

Book number 2 New Moon is with Ainur...

[Photos of the books were taken by me using nokia 5610 camera]

You...

well, we've known each other for 7 years i think..since we were in form 1 until now..i think you and i still remember what was my first word when i first met you..hehe..that should be a no-no for a girl but you said that word actually made you want to be my friend..Then, we kind of lost it for 5 years after 2003 mssd but one night of this year suddenly your house phone number went thru my mind..(during the school days house phone is the only means of communication)..i called your house but you were not there and thanks to your niece i got your hp number..i called you and we started to be friends again..that was the night that started the connection that we thought we lost..these past 5 days we've had this daily phone calls..i felt happy when talking to you..the truth is long distance relationship is hard and i hope we can get thru this together..last night you said something that made me feel that i should stop searching for the right guy..coz i've found you..

Superhuman by Chris Brown Feat Keri Hilson...

This song is dedicated to you...

Weak

I have been crying and crying for weeks

How'd i survive when i can barely speak

Barely eat,

On my knees

But thats the moment u came to me

I don't know what your love has done to me

Think i'm invisible

I see though the me i used to be

You changed my whole life

Don't know what your doing to me with your love

I'm feeling all super human, you did that to me

Super human, heart beating me

Now the thing has got me here with you

Super human

Strong

Since i've been flying and righting the wrongs

Feels almost like i've had it all along

And i can see tomorrow
Where is problem is gone because

I flew everywhere but love inside of me

Its unbelievable to see how love can set me free

You changed my whole life

Don't know what your doing to me with your love

I'm feeling all super human, you did that to me

Super human, heart beating me

Now the thing has got me here with you

Super human

Its not a bird, not a plane

Its my heart and its going, gone away

My only weakness is you

Only reason is you

Every minute with you

I can feel like i can do anything

Going going, i'm gone away in love

You changed my whole life

Don't know what your doing to me with your love

I'm feeling all super human, you did that to me

Super human, heart beating me

Now the thing has got me here with you

Super human
Super human

Sunway Lagoon and Eye On Malaysia Melaka

On 15th of nov, went to sunway lagoon with my friends and my sis...had a great time main air..will never ride the TOMAHAWK again..huhu..scary!! bru dapat these pictures from my lovely roomate..hehe..lovely ke??

Went to the Eye on Malaysia Melaka last Sunday with my family...kwsn 2 tk siap lg sebenarnye tapi nk gak buka eye on malaysia tuh..they are bulding Malaysia space adventure there beside the eye on malaysia..really looking foward to the space thing..not sure ble benda 2 siap..hehe..here are some of the pictures..

copied this survey from friendster...

a) Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc on shuffle.
b) For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

c) YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN, NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.


1. If someone says,"Is this okay?"

Crush...

2. How would you describe yourself?

Games

3. What do you like in a guy/girl

Crazy For You

4. What is your life's purpose?

Cinta Dalam Hati..hehe..

5. What do your friends think of you?

Should've tried harder...

6. What do you think about very often?

Closer neyo..huh?

7. What do you think of your best friend?

I'm with you...

8. What do you think of the person you like?

Baby Love...ape2 je la..

9. What is your biggest fear?

One Step at a time...hurm..

10. What is your hobby/interest?

Just That Girl..

11. What will they play at your funeral?

Best Friend by Kiroro..huhu..sad song..


12. What do you think of when you see the person you like?

His Girl Friday..tkde kne mengena lgsung..

13. What is your life?

Hey There Delilah..Huh??

14. What is 2+2?

Dilemma..

Hoping to make my blog more interesting...

Lame sungguh tak blog..bz mungkin or just plain lazy..hehe..sekarang ni tgh cuti so bley la mencantekkn lagi blog ku ini..Checklist tuk mencantikkan blog and making my blog interesting..

Tukar layout - DONE
Add widget - Half Done
List of books - 20% done
List of Movies - 20% done
Trying to find friends that will be interested in reading my blog - 0% done

He finally came....

On the 10th of october, my dear H came to KL with his friend...b4 nak jumpe 2 aku rase nervous sgt2 coz dah 5 bulan tak jumpe die..huhu..a lot of questions came to mind..what if he still not satisfied with me?but i tried to remain positive that he will happy to see me..But everything went well..i wore a pink baju kurung..well,my friends said that i looked sweet..hehe..although there was a lot of yelling between me and his friend becoz of the road in KL, i was so happy to see him and i feel that i love him even more..

Last day of Puasa..

Tomorrow is raya...cpat btol mase berjalan..tau2 dah sebulan aku puase..hehe..skrg nie kat rumah..getting ready for tomorrow..buat kuih,kmas rumah,shopping..hehe..akan beraya di shah alam esok..rumah makcikku..pastu maybe at night nenek from jb will come..Great (in a sarcastic tone)..Di kesempatan ini aku mau meminta maaf kpd kwn2 jikalau aku de terkasar bahase kt korg..Selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin..

Ice Skating (19 Sept 2008)

Place: Sunway Pyramid ice rink

Date: 19 Sept 2008

Me and Sya2

Niny me n ainur

Ainur n me

Mirror image.....

Kegedikan melanda!!

Long distance relationship....

memang payah ah...huhu..dh 5 bln tk jumpe tau..huhu..kuantan n kl jauh sgt ke?tk kot...mcm ne ble aku nk fly t?3 thn tk jumpe..cn i handle it?can he wait for me?hmm...sshnye...really hope that this will last forever...he is the first..some people said that if you love someone let him go..if he comes back to you, then he is yours..i let him go once..and he comes back to me..is he mine?dulu fikir yg if aku kne tggl, aku bley cari lain..but this time aku tk mau kne tggl n tk mau cr lain...i want to cherish my relationship this time..sbb 2 if die ckp die bz, aku try 2 understand...he means a lot to me..i hope that i will stay loyal and so will he..dear H,miss u and will love you forever..

i'm home...

hmm..finally i'm home for the holidays...really happy to see my family yesterday..they are my world..without them i would not know how to survive..i really questioned how am i gonna study in uk and being far away from them..i will miss them like crazy..huhu..well,last nite i had a very good nite sleep..no nightmares..huhu..in ipba,havent got any good nite sleep coz of the workload and the stress..huhu..i'll be going back to ipba on wednesday coz of the props..there are a lot of things that need to settle..huhu..the play will be on 27 august 2008 on a wednesday night..hoping that it will go smoothly..on the 23 august have to attend andie's wedding..well,she 'nikah' last year and this year she 'bersanding'..

This has got me thinking that i think 20 years old is still 2 young to get married but maybe andie is ready to carry the responsibilities..huhu..well,i need a solid 5 years to enjoy my life and to do the things i would not get to do after i get married..anyway,congrats 2 u andie..and may u'll be happy with your hubby..

Big walk 2008

These are some of the photos that i took during Big Walk 2008 in Putrajaya!!

Putrajaya Big Walk...

well,from the title bace macam best je..tp time aku g event 2,bosan betol la..huhu..mule2 dapat bju yg bsar pastu dpt beg wane merah..then,ade senaman yg aku malas nak buat..the big event is the walk la..rupe2nye jalan 2 km je..hahaha..pastu tgk persembahan cheerleading,bdk2 bt shuffle and ade bdk skolah sukan bt persembahan gimrama..bosan sgt2..tp yg best 2 amek gmbr dgn kwn2..hehe..well,that's the event of the day..lastly,makanan kt warong mak jah mahal gile!!!huhuhu...naseb baik lauk die sedap..

what is really important!!

well,i really dont know how to react to your demand..after thinking a lot, i figure that maybe i'm not good enough for you..to you look is important in a relationship..but to me it is not..the important thing is loyalty,honesty,love and care..think about it..

My favourite song at this moment.....

Better in Time- Leona Lewis

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through
Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it

Now I realise that
I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

[ Chorus: ]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings
If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

[ Chorus: ] Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is
I'll be fine without you Yes I will

about me..

Hye..my first post for this blog..let me introduce myself..i am just an ordinary girl..an average student..a loyal friend..sometimes can be emotional..love my family..love my friends..love him so much that sometimes it hurts..love reading..appreciates music..appreciates people that appreciates me..happy just being me..sometimes can be a little crazy..well,that's me..an ordinary crazy girl..