Monday, April 25, 2011

Day 19 = A song from my favourite album

This song is from C.N. Blue's latest album 'First Step'. This is one of my favourite song in the album and this album is currently one of my favourites.

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Day 16,17 & 18 = a song I used to love but now hate, I hear often on the radio and I wish I heard on the radio

I always hear this song whenever I switch on my radio.

I wish that I could hear this song on the radio but yeahh I always listens to Fly FM. It is a Malaysian radio and the only korean song they played was songs from Super Junior just because they were coming to Malaysia.

I do not have any song that I used to love but now hate. =)

Thursday, April 21, 2011

Day 12, 13, 14 & 15 = a song from a band I hate, a guilty pleasure, no one would expect me to love & describes me

I do know any song that can describe me..need to try search for it first. and I do not have any band that I hate. =)

Sunday, April 17, 2011

Day 9,10 & 11 = A song that I can dance to, A song that makes me fall asleep and A song from my favourite band

Everytime I hear this song, I really2 want to dance to it. hehe

A song that makes me feel sleepy everytime I hear it. It is a slow ballad song.

A song from my favourite band C.N. Blue. =)

Thursday, April 14, 2011

Day 8 = The song that I know all the words

The National Anthem of Malaysia. The song that I can proudly say that I know all the words. Have been singing this song since primary 1 till now.

Proud to be a Malaysian!

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Day 6 & 7 = a song that reminds me of somewhere and a certain event

This song reminds me of Edinburgh. haha. Last spring, I went for a UK tour with my friends and on the way to Edinburgh, I keep on rewinding this song.

This song reminds me of the time at matriculation. Me and my besties used to listen to this song while studying and doing our tutorial questions. good times! miss it!

Monday, April 11, 2011

Day 5 = a song that reminds me of someone

This song reminds me of someone in Malaysia. haha. no need to tell who the person is because most of my friends knows the person. =)

Sunday, April 10, 2011

Day 3 & 4 = A song that makes me happy and sad

I've missed yesterday post because I was not at home the whole day. Slept at a junior's house. So here is a song that makes me happy

This song's melody makes me happy. Listen to it in the morning really made my morning and i will start my morning with a happy attitude! =)

Everytime I listen to this song, I seriously feel sad because of the lyrics. It is about a couple that realises they do not have the same feelings towards each other anymore.

Friday, April 8, 2011

Day 2 = My least Favourite song

I seriously do not like this song! period! hahaha...

Thursday, April 7, 2011

Day 1 = My Favourite Song

This song is entitled For the First Time Lover or Banmal Song. Sang by Jung Yonghwa vocalist of C.N. Blue. He was on the We got Married Korea variety show. It is a show that two celebrities leave as married couple and yonghwa was in a fake marriage with SNSD Seohyun. This couple is soooooo sweet and the best of all the couples for me. They have ended their fake marriage last month due to their busy schedule. This song is really my favourite because 1) Yonghwa's voice is so gooooood! 2) I just love the melody and lyric.

30 Days Song Challenge

Hey there!

I am in the midst of assignments and also exams is just around the corner which is about one month till exams. Currently working on the will to start on my assignment but could not find it. So yeah, forget about the assignments for a sec, today I have a mission to start. Recently, a friend of mine posted a song a day and the challenge is called 30 Days Song Challenge. It is quite interesting and I think it would help me keep this blog updated. Even though there ain't many people read my blog but who cares. haha. Here is the list of the challenge:

day 01 - your favorite song
day 02 - your least favorite song
day 03 - a song that makes you happy
day 04 - a song that makes you sad
day 05 - a song that reminds you of someone
day 06 - a song that reminds you of somewhere
day 07 - a song that reminds you of a certain event
day 08 - a song that you know all the words to
day 09 - a song that you can dance to
day 10 - a song that makes you fall asleep
day 11 - a song from your favorite band
day 12 - a song from a band you hate
day 13 - a song that is a guilty pleasure
day 14 - a song that no one would expect you to love
day 15 - a song that describes you
day 16 - a song that you used to love but now hate
day 17 - a song that you hear often on the radio
day 18 - a song that you wish you heard on the radio
day 19 - a song from your favorite album
day 20 - a song that you listen to when you’re angry
day 21 - a song that you listen to when you’re happy
day 22 - a song that you listen to when you’re sad
day 23 - a song that you want to play at your wedding
day 24 - a song that you want to play at your funeral
day 25 - a song that makes you laugh
day 26 - a song that you can play on an instrument
day 27 - a song that you wish you could play
day 28 - a song that makes you feel guilty
day 29 - a song from your childhood
day 30 - your favorite song at this time last year

So, I am going to start today and after one song, will get back to my assignments..huk3

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

A phone call to Malaysia!

Hello2 my dear readers!

I just finished talking to my parents. I will call them once or twice every week. Because the laptop does not have a webcam and the mic of the laptop is currently not working, I have to call my mom's mobile through voip12. I usually talk to my about 1 hour per call..hehe..and I talk to my dad about 5 or 10 minutes only. I am comfortable in telling everything to my mom even things that I do not tell others. But my dad, we just do not have anything to say.

My mom always tell me about her daily life. What did she cook for dinner, what did she do before I called, what my sister and brother are doing, what is her latest project, and everything happened in her life! I would do the same! hehe

This is a common dialogue between me and my dad.

Ayah: Hello.

Me: Hello ayah. What are you doing?

Ayah: Nothing much just resting. How are you?

Me: I am ok

Ayah: How's your studies?when is your exams?

Me: My studies ok la. Exams is in May.

Ayah: Do you have enough money?

Me: Yes2. enough to survive until next allowance

Ayah: Okay. talk to mama la. take care, study hard and do not forget to pray!

Me: Okay ayah.

The most common questions would be how's your studies?Do you have enough money? Then there will be an awkward silence and my dad will pass the phone to my mom. hehe. I know my dad is a man of a few words and I know he cares about me.

Ayah, I will study hard and I will never disappoint you!

Monday, March 28, 2011

Hugh Christie Technology College..Part 2!

Hey there my dear readers!

Kinda of weird starting entries with a salutation like that..haha..So, yeah I am back to the blogging world..I just started my Easter holidays last week and I have the time of my life to write this entry. The second part of my secondary school experience at Hugh Christie. I was thinking of doing a day by day entry but I feel kind of lazy. So this entry will be the whole 4 days of my school experience.

Day 2!

I went to a year 7 class the same as Form 1 in Malaysia. Felt kind of relaxed because they were age 12/13 students. Not intimidated at all. I went to Maths, Spanish, n Gym class. During Maths class the teacher asked me about the currency in Malaysia coz their studying the currency of other countries. I was kind of proud speaking about Malaysia. During Spanish, I learned a few words of Spanish and the masculinity and feminity of each word.

Day 3!

I went to a Year 8 class equivalent to Form 2 in Malaysia. Again, I felt relaxed because they wer around the age of 13/14. My ambassador was a hard working student. She loves to help teacher giving out books, hold books and she always finishes her work early.

Day 4!

Went to a Year 10 class and this is when I was shocked with the students. The students are the age of 15/16. They talked back to the teachers and the teachers were clueless with how to handle the students. They were kind of rude. I now realise that being a teacher is not easy! And we had a presentation about ourselves and also the place where we come from in Malaysia.

Day 5!

The last day of school experience!! The best day of the week! haha..Did not focused at all to the classess coz I was thinking of the weekend..haha

p/s: did not went to the year 9 class because on the day I was supposed to be with the year 9, they had an exam.

Sunday, March 20, 2011

There will be no free of workload!

Hey2 dear readers

I have no feeling to continue my story during my school experience..Will continue when I feel like it..I was just looking at my calendar and was so happy that thinking I will be free from workload in June 2011 because at that time the exams will be finished..weeee..but then I just thought that I have to work on my dissertation for my third year..huuuu..but still it will never change my anticipation of my Euro trip in July..weeee again!

And it got me thinking, there will be no free of workload from the day I start primary and till now..

Primary School : Adjusting to new surroundings and preparation for UPSR
Lower Secondary School : Preparation for PMR
Upper Secondary School : Preparation for SPM
Matriculation : Preparation for university life
Foundation in Ipba : Preparation for degree course in CCCU
CCCU & 4th year in Ipba: Preparation for future career which is a teacher-to-be

After finishes my degree education, the real workload will come. studying to be a teacher and being a teacher is not easy! This year I have done lots of lesson plans and practising in being a teacher..If teacher trainee is tough thus being a real teacher will be 100 times tough!

So, I salute to all my teachers from primary and secondary school, my lecturers in KMM and IPBA and to all educators in this world as I know now that being an educator is not an easy job as everyone sees it..

p/s: Monday - Presentation lesson plan for Teaching Literature
Tuesday - Presentation for Professional Development
Wednesday - Submission of 1st and 2nd Language Acquisition
Thursday - CCCU Malaysian Day
Friday - will be free after 3pm! weeeee

Saturday, March 5, 2011

Hugh Christie Technology College..Part 1!

Anyeong my dear readers!

This past one week I've been having my school experience at Hugh Christie Secondary School, Tonbridge..My lecturers are really funny because they picked a school that is 1 hour and 30 minutes from Canterbury. However, other than the 19 students who went to Tonbridge, they went to schools that is around 30minutes from Canterbury. urghhh! we the 19 students have to wake up early and got on the bus at 7 am and arrive at Tonbridge around 8.30am..It was a long journey and really2 tiring!

The students at Hugh Christie starts school at 8.30am till 3.15pm..They have 4 subjects a day..! period is around 1 hour 20 minutes..A mixed school and specialise at technology thus the name. They have subjects like Maths,English,Technology,Religious Studies,Tourism and Travel,Business,Photography,Arts and many more..The system is seriously different from the Malaysian system. The age range is 11 years old till 17 years old..they call it year 7-11..we call it form 1-5..

The one week in school, we have a tour guide each from each year so that everyone have the chance to go to every year and a teacher who is so weird! haha..

Day 1!

I went to the year 11 and my guide was a girl named Chloe. I think she is a smart student because she had finished all her coursework and exams. so she goes to school just to help out the teachers, see her friends. I went to the Travel and Tourism class, Business class, and Science class..The year 11 students is equivalent to the form 5 students in Malaysia except they are a year younger.

Students' Artwork
with Aisyah and Ema in the Photography classroom
me on the way back to canterbury..Tiring first day!

p/s: will continue my story at the school. Unfotunately now I have to do my Shakespeare assignment..huhu..@_@

Sunday, February 27, 2011


Woke up early today because have to start on my assignments which have to be submitted on the 11th March 2011..I am currently taking a break and browsing through the photos I took yesterday at the Strode Park Malaysian Day. Seriously I suck at taking photos! huuuu.. I have a DSLR but am not using it fully thus the photos yesterday were mostly not that great! huaaaaaaaa....i tried every setting I remember and before going to the event, I read my books on photographing with low lighting but still it came out like that..urghhhhh...a short entry because I have no mood in writing a lot right now..will write about the Malaysian Day later...

Tuesday, February 22, 2011


hey2 dear readers!

So,yeah I've got my allowance already..alhamdulillah..I am currently on my reading which is not the typical reading week..hectic as always..

Monday: 10am - Netball Practise
2pm - Language Awareness class

Tuesday: 2pm - Student Rep and Staff Meeting
Wednesday : 4pm - Teaching Literature discussion

Thursday: 10am - Netball Practise
2pm - First and Second Language Acquisition class

Friday: 11am - Tutorial with my Shakespeare lecturer

This entry is kind of boring...I feel that I have less reading time now..tons of assignments,1 more microteaching, and a presentation on the lesson plan for Teaching Literature...I actually feel guilty when I read a book with all the assignments waiting to be done are on my wish list on Amazon website is getting longer and longer..haha..a lot of books that I would love to read..I am kind of in history mode because I feel excited learning about history stuff..

These are the books that I want!! gonna buy some of it..but not all..have to save my money for my euro trip during summer..I think I will buy the ancient egypt book and the six wives of Henry viii....hee..and the Terracotta Army..

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

8 years of evolution! haha

Hey2 dear readers!

Last night my schoolmate made an album of school memory lane which she tag me in one of the photos..I was quite shocked after seeing my photo! hahahaha....The first thing that came to my mind,OMG! i was so ugly during my school years!! haha..Seriously,I still am shocked with the picture..I want to share the photo of me when i was form 3..

This is me when i was form 3 i guess..hee

23 years old me! haha..8 years of evolution

I could say that I grew up well..haha..the differences are lots! hahaha...

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Excuse me?

hey2 readers!

This entry is actually dedicated to a stranger that I do not know that well or even have never ever talked before. This person said that the reason I have only a few followers it is because I use English for entries. This person also said that, I should use BM if I want many people to follow me. Wahhhh!

Dear person,

I am firmly saying that this blog of mine is not for attracting people or even followers. It is up to them to follow my blog or not. This blog is for me to share my experience, heartache and everything that happens in my daily life. I can just easily switch from using English to BM but I do not want to. I want to practise my writing skill and also I like writing in English. I am not trying to show off my English proficiency, but I am trying to improve my writing. So, I hope this entry would make you realise that I am not attracting followers, I have a blog because I want to write and express myself.

Thank you!

Saturday, February 12, 2011

Single life..pros and cons!

Hey2 readers!

Lately, a few of my friends has been writing about relationship stuff and I am currently following a blog called Terfaktab which has lots of entry on relationship stuff..haha..Well,in conjunction with Valentine's Day on monday,I would like to write about some relationship stuff..but I dont have any ideas on what to write..I guess for this entry i'll write the pros and cons of being single! hahaha...This findings is based on my own experience not a general thing..


1) I actually save money! Seriously! I dont have to top up my phone n now that my house in Malacca have a landline, the calls to my home are free using I save money there..

2) I focus more on my studies! I am more focused when I dont have to think about problems that are not helping me in any ways,and I dont need to always think about my significant other..Is he well?Have he had dinner yet?Is he happy? not anymore! I am currently moving fast with my assignments..yeahhh!

3) No more relationship problems! more crying myself to sleep..

4) Teaches me to be more independent and not depend on guys that much...


1) I admit that I feel jealous seeing my friends that have boyfriends..they can be mushy,romantic and I would love to have someone to love me..

2) All I see are happy couples! no matter where I go..the town,the uni,otw to class,facebook,tumblr,blog and everywhere!

3) There is no one I can turn to other than my friends..huhu..

There are times that I LOVE being single but there are times that I think it would be fun having someone to care and love me..I am leaving my love life to fate..maybe it's not my time yet to be in a relationship..I am not in a hurry but maybe it will be soon or in the near future..who knows..insyallah..=)

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Micro Teaching!


I finished my Micro teaching lesson 1..fuhhhh..instant and temporary relief! temporary je..huhu..Next week will be my Lesson 2..have to teach modals might,could and may..huuuu..It was totaly nerve wrecking because my group was the first group to micro teach..we arrived early and set up the activity that we will be doing on the lesson..I was so nervous when it came to my turn but all my friend cooperated well and they were so supportive..THANKS to all GROUP 1 for being such a great students! Had constructive comments from Mark and the observer group..Will improve for my second lesson!

p/s: current mode : workload overload!

Monday, February 7, 2011

Day 1

I am letting you go

I am freeing myself from you

This is the time that I am finally able to release myself

Crying is the only thing I want to do right now

Cry as much as I want to

Then stop and move on

Time will heal the pain and will fill up the emptiness

So time,please move faster

Sunday, February 6, 2011

Inspirational pictures part 2! ^_^

The things I do when I have time and when I am bored..the last two I did it during my winter break..and the first one I just did it this nothing else to do..hee..comments are welcomed!

Saturday, February 5, 2011

Jiwang Morning..^_^

Hey2 what's up??

I woke up seriously early today..around 6am..and it is a Saturday biological clock can't be changed even if it is the weekends or holidays..aishhh..Called my mom this morning..I am glad that everyone is healthy and mom is currently doing her cake project..I am happy that my mom is happy and cheerful now..My family is my world! We talked about 40 minutes and I was trying my voip call that I just downloaded last is quite cheap to call Malaysia and it is free to call Malaysia landline..I can't skype my family because there is something with the laptop at home..Now that my house in Melaka has wireless connection and we finally have a landline after about 6 months with no stabil internet connection and no landline..

I am not sure why I am so jiwang this morning..I kept on replaying this one song from 4Men entitled I Can't..It is a korean song..there are 2 songs with same title but different artist..The other one is by 2pm..Love both of the songs!

I seriously don't mind or care if people say I am jiwang because I listens to Ballads..Every one has their own taste in music..^_^

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Bored! How irony!

Hey2 readers..

Who am I kidding opening an entry with if a lot of people reading my blog but it does not matter..I blog because I want to not because trying to force others to read

So,tonight I am again bored! But I remembered that I borrowed a book from a friend of mine so gonna read that after finishing my entry..

I feel bored tonight because I have watched gossip girl,dream high, and pretty little liars latest episode..but it is so irony that I am bored because my last entry a few days ago are about datea of my assignments..

I am bored but I have a lot of things to irony..huhu..gonna stop writing now and start reading the book then i'll think about my assignment..luckily got no class tomorrow! Weeeee

The book i borrowed from shudy

Take care all and till next time

P/s: my throat itches..what to do?any remedies?huhu

Saturday, January 29, 2011

About Dates

Hey2 Dear Readers,

Early morning in Canterbury..It's 8.02 am as I am writing this post..This past one week was so busy and tiring..I had finished my school experience last Tuesday with a Malaysia day with the students..Each classes has different activities such as traditional games,currency,collage of states in Malaysia,drinks in Malaysia and many more..The last highlight of the day was the dancing from the dance group..There was malay dance, Indian dance,Chinese dance and Sumazau dance..It tiring but fun at the same time and I was actually relieved that the school experience has ended..weeee

I am in my second year and it is seriously tough..Currently i have a few of assignments to be submitted before Spring Break and around 3 micro teaching lessons that i have to do..huhu..

9 February 2011: Micro teaching Lesson 1

16 February 2011: Micro teaching Lesson 2

16 March 2011 : Submit Assignment Investigating English
Micro teaching Lesson 3

23 March 2011 : Submit Assignment First and Second Language Acquisition

This year all of the assignments and exams will be taken account of for the full mark at the end of my studies...huhu..I feel pressure from this..Hopefully I can do much better in my exams and assignments..and also micro teaching..

p/s: Not feeling well right now..combo illness..Fever,Flu and Cough..huhu..

Monday, January 24, 2011

Drama = Zero!

hey2 readers,

Woke up this morning with a great determination to live a life with zero drama..I kind of mentally exhausted last Sunday n,from today onwards no more caring about what people says or interaction is better than a shitty interaction..I am gonna focus on maintaining relationship with the people I trust rather than go give a damn about people I will not trust..I don't think I need a lot of friends..I would rather have a few good and great friends than a lot of back stabbers and shitty friends..If you ever read this entry I would say that just watch your back because your eyes will show that people like you but in reality they don't..So,you can start feeling nervous..without your friends,you are nothing..I know some people don't like me also but who cares..I have lots of other people that love me and will support me in anything I do..and ohh yeahh before I forget, I have deleted my twitter account..Twitter for me is just a place where people that are full of negativity throwing out what they can't say in front of the person they have a problem with..You will feel that your tweets are all ambiguous but people who is following you can easily figure it out who you are trying to no more following your 'ambiguous tweets' and you can just shout whatever you want..I don't really care anymore..=)

P/S: Finished reading my Richard iii play...

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Viva La Vida (keyboard)

second video...Viva La Vida by Coldplay...i am seriously a beginner pardon any mistakes i made on this video..will always try to improve myself..comments are welcomed..=)

Monday, January 17, 2011

My dearest Ayah!!


May all ur wishes come true
Thank you for everyhing that you have given me
I miss and love you so much!
wait for my birthday card okay?



Sunday, January 16, 2011

Battery recharged!

hey2 dear readers,

I would say this one week was a bit challenging for me..mentally,emotionally and also physically! I was ready for the first week of term 2 but never thought that something that will caused even my mum to notice to happen this one's life there will always be ups and are not always on the top..but as long as i have my friends,my family and Allah SWT with me, I will be fine..

Started the week with a clear mind and full spirit to start the new semester. Tuesday and Thursday were the days that was physically tiring because on Tuesday I went to Sandgate and Thursday my class starts at 9am and ends at 5pm..The first time I went to Sandgate, it was so exciting but after a few session at Sandgate, I would say I am tired and can't wait for the last day at Sandgate..Sorry to all the teachers and students of Sandgate..All of you has been so wonderful when I am at school but it is me that feel so physically and mentally exhausted..sometimes I even question myself, can I do it when i become a real teacher?can I manage to be passionate in teaching once i started?But after thinking about my family, i would erase all those questions and try my hardest to study and stay strong..I am doing this for myself,my parents that sacrifice so much for me and for my siblings who are depending on me for their future..

I did 5 hours of volunteering this week and I seriously proud of myself to have the strength and passion to go for volunteering..After talking to Lip vi and Seetal, I have set a goal for me to achieve..Which is I will at least do 50 hours of volunteering by end of this year..currently I have done 23.5 hours of volunteering..I just started volunteering at the charity shop of Children's Trust Canterbury..My first was quite fun and nerve wrecking at first because I have zero experience in using the till but my manager insisted in teaching me using the till..I was scared that I will make a mistake but after my manager teaches me how to use it,I am confidently saying that I now know how to use the till..hehe..I will be doing around 6 hours per week between 2 days Monday and Friday morning..

I have learned a lot this past one week..positive,negative,good and bad..All this experience are more to improve myself to be a better person for my family and also to everyone around me..I am completely recharged for the second week of term 2..

Saturday, January 8, 2011

Just the way you are (Keyboard)

just the way your are slow version..haha..i have to practise more..

Thursday, January 6, 2011

Song for this blog...(Pilot)


I woke up this morning and the song Just a Dream a cover by Sam Tsui and Christina Grimmie stuck in my head..this song is originally sang by Nelly but i like the cover version..So,i thought why don't i put it as my blog's background song.

I know that some people would like this song but some will stop the song when they visit my blog. This entry is me as the blog owner asking my readers

What do you think of the song?
Should I continue putting it as a background?

p/s: write ur opinion at the comment or at the chat box..=)

Monday, January 3, 2011

New! New!

New Layout!
New Font!
New Header!
New Year!

A New Me??